I found my connection in Wales.
Wales, 55 days clean, and the day I found out what "addicts helping addicts" actually meant.
So on Saturday 21st June 2025, I went on my very 1st hike with Hike2Heal Recovery. I had planned on going with a close friend — however she messaged me at 1am, three hours before I was due to leave, with news that she was ill and couldn't make the trip.
It sounds like an exaggeration, but I felt like my world had fell apart. I thought about not going. Panic was setting in. I truly felt like a little school girl getting ready for her 1st day of school — who was I going to sit next to on the coach? Who would I walk with? I was so nervous.
I'm so glad I went, and did something for myself and for my recovery.
Where I'd been
I relapsed in November 2023, after reaching three years clean — but I was a relapse waiting to happen (reflection and hindsight are wonderful things). I had stopped doing the suggested. Couldn't for the life of me get honest. I'd lost all hope, devoid of faith, using against my will — and suicidal, full of shame and guilt.
55 days clean
I found that connection in Wales with Hike2Heal at 55 days clean. What had I been worried about?
The laughs, the banter, love, connection — deep and meaningfuls. Emotions. It was truly the best day I have had in a very, very long time.
Addicts helping other addicts get through. It was a challenge for me, but I never once felt alone — there was always somebody there to help or talk to. And the moments I chose to be on my own were full of calm and peace. Something I had been craving for a long, long time.
Thank you to the people who make this happen
The trip is so well organised. A massive thank you to Liz and Jordan and everybody that makes these trips happen — you truly are fabulous, wonderful, awe-inspiring people, going above and beyond.
I've got the bug
And can't wait for the next one. My eyes have been opened. I want what life can offer me, and I'm hoping to grab it with both hands. 55 days is early days, I know that. But my recovery feels different this time. I love life again.
I'm so glad I found Hike2Heal. I thoroughly recommend giving it a go.
...lots of love.
— A very emotional Laura Taylor
