I found my connection in Wales.
Wales, 55 days clean, and the day I found out what "addicts helping addicts" actually meant.
So on Saturday 21st June 2025, I went on my very 1st hike with Hike2Heal Recovery. I had planned on going with a close friend. However, she messaged me at 1am, three hours before I was due to leave, with news that she was ill and couldn't make the trip.
It sounds like an exaggeration, but I felt like my world had fell apart. I thought about not going. Panic was setting in. I truly felt like a little school girl getting ready for her 1st day of school. Who was I going to sit next to on the coach? Who would I walk with? I was so nervous.
I'm so glad I went, and did something for myself and for my recovery.
Where I'd been
I relapsed in November 2023, after reaching three years clean, but I was a relapse waiting to happen (reflection and hindsight are wonderful things). I had stopped doing the suggested. Couldn't for the life of me get honest. I'd lost all hope, devoid of faith, using against my will, and suicidal, full of shame and guilt.
55 days clean
I found that connection in Wales with Hike2Heal at 55 days clean. What had I been worried about?
The laughs, the banter, love, connection, deep and meaningfuls. Emotions. It was truly the best day I have had in a very, very long time.
Addicts helping other addicts get through. It was a challenge for me, but I never once felt alone. There was always somebody there to help or talk to. And the moments I chose to be on my own were full of calm and peace. Something I had been craving for a long, long time.
Thank you to the people who make this happen
The trip is so well organised. A massive thank you to Liz and Jordan and everybody that makes these trips happen. You truly are fabulous, wonderful, awe-inspiring people, going above and beyond.
I've got the bug
And can't wait for the next one. My eyes have been opened. I want what life can offer me, and I'm hoping to grab it with both hands. 55 days is early days, I know that. But my recovery feels different this time. I love life again.
I'm so glad I found Hike2Heal. I thoroughly recommend giving it a go.
...lots of love.
A very emotional Laura Taylor
